except with "each other" spelled correctly, haha :) It really, really freaked me out the other day. I was sitting in class and some girls were talking about college, and all the places they're going to go, all over the country and I realized that will be me next year. And it wasn't the prospect of going to college that scared me--it was the concept that I'll be in a different school, probably miles and miles away from my friends. From you guys. And by "you guys" I kinda mean my soul. Anyways.
School is going pretty well (I'd say "stressful" again, but then this blog might start to get redundant, huh?) Oh, and in case you haven't caught on, I am ridiculously enamored with Tom--I have a funny/cute/J-is-a-fool story to tell y'all too.
Confession time: so Tom and I have never hugged at school--or held hands, or kissed. And it's my fault. I have, like, this paranoia that happens at school. I get reallyreallyreally nervous around him, although when we're alone together outside of school I'm totally relaxed. I just am totally freaked out about PDA involving me (sure, everyone else can snog all they want).
So, we're walking together to class after lunch and there's the usual awkward hesitation where we should hug but I normally quickly shout BYE and run away but he grabs my hand and is like, "wait, hold on."
And I was like "Um?"
And Tom says, "Well, don't I get a hug?"
There it is, out in the open. He's acknowledged my epic romantic fail. And I grumble I suppose so and hug him, awkwardly. It was pretty embarrassing, we both started laughing. Of course, I was also sort of dying, like J, why do you have to be so awkward and bad at everything?
Tom and I. Guess who's who.
Other than that, I don't have a whole lot else to report. I'm reading a book about the Green River Killer which is exciting, and has made me terrified to drive at night. I guess that's news?
Oh, and as a closing remark...
I guess I've always been sassy :3
art from: here and here and my own family collection (in that order)
Did A tell you that some girls in our Chem class were asking about you because they know Tom? It was so weird! They were like "How do you pronounce her name? He is always sending me texts about her!" (ooohhh!)
ReplyDeleteI think it's okay to be awkward about it... I mean, you are a shy person (as are, pretty much, all of us). I'm sure that as this Epic Romance goes on it will all smooth out. :D
But Aaron and I still have to meet Tom.
Just sayin'. :P
ALSO:
+1 for another Snogging label and you were such a cute child! :O
What?! I didn't know those girls were asking about me! I wonder who they are--You have to tell me ALL about that! I squeaked excitedly when I read that, haha xD
ReplyDeleteAs for meeting Tom--you will, of course. Tom's always asking who you two are, haha, cause I talk about you all the time :D
Jesus, I already told you about the girls. It's Dana, remember?
ReplyDeleteHahahaha, librarian toddler. Sassy over the shoulder.
I'm totally afraid of driving at night too, especially around Spoap's neighborhood. apparently on Vashon island there used to be this guy who lept out and harassed cars stopped at lights and signs dressed in a gorilla costume in the middle of the night.
TERRIFYING.
I'M GONNA DRESS UP LIKE A GORILLA RIGHT NEAR YOUR HOUSE!!
ReplyDeleteI'll do it for you birthday, A. :D
uh, I'll DESTROY you, Chlamydia.
ReplyDeleteI know, soooo creepy!!!
ReplyDeleteit IS quite strange to think that we'll be off on our own soon, doing our own thing. College is such a weired though. However, we're sure your sassiness will get you through no problem
ReplyDeleteBis,
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